for the sake of posting, I'm posting. in fact because stupid lj's posting box  doesn't resize along with the brower window, I have to suffer from typing at 75% which is this stinking small thing that makes me look like I'm typing in font size 6. and it doesn't help that the letters get somewhat pixelated along the way for unknown reasons and makes it hard for me to see if I've typed a space or not. whatever.

I'm getting so used to this tiny 10" thing that when I get home occasionally I hit the wrong key. wah lao right. I realised that because september I was either busy or lazy or nothing much to update, my lj calendar looks terribly bare. the september page has so many gaps in between when I didn't post anything.

so what do I do? I post at work. at stinking 0953 in the morning. like since when was I even awake at this hour. blah. and the funniest thing is that this particular laptop doesn't support any language that isn't english, so it's really hilarious when I see pure chinese or japanese posts either on fb or on lj. they turn up as freaking blank spaces, leaving only any numbers or punctuations that exist in english behind. it's very funny. I saw one of my pure chinese posts, and all it had left were numbers and a couple of commas. so ridiculous. couldn't they even install mandarin. that's the reason why they need to handwrite the chinese signs they paste outside. probably because none of the computers here can actually type chinese, so they can't print the sign out. which is quite gross, because they write awkwardly partly because they haven't written chinese in ages, and also the phrasing is weird, probably because they didn't have any idea how to write the exact word they wanted to write, so they attemped writing it in some other way.

staring at the chunks of paragraphs in font size 6 makes this look scary. bah whatever. perhaps I'll get to eat lunch out today. perhaps. since the reception-ish bit of my job would be over before lunch can even kick in. plooey boss came in. he sits smack behinc me, so unless he goes out, there's no bejeweled today, I suppose. too bad. I actually brought my own mouse to play bejeweled okay! haha not entirely. mouses just make life on the computer easier. and I love my mouse. it's small and quiet and works on most surfaces.

I'm posting chunks of words that aren't interesting at all. I must be bored. but anyway, I realised that yabu's been up there for nearly 3 months, so it's time to come down. probably a jrocker should go up. it's been tonnes of je boys (with one arayan coming in, I think) for the past year? perhaps. oh my layout changes are worse than I thought. I checked. the layout before this was arayan. I totally thought there was something else in between. but my picture accounts don't seem to have anything else. but it does make sense. I remember doing this layout so white because my previous one was so dark. and before arayan was one of my favourite koichi private hearts layout, which started this thing about, "do you have something for pictures where guys sit down and cross their legs". it's the maa~ it was only 2 picturesss. and then before that was tsubasa, which seems like such a long time ago. that probably summed up the year, since layouts stay for generally about 3-4 months each. I guess my brain got mixed up after I did a small pile of wallpapers and did screw around with various pictures befores ettling on ya-bububu. I wanted some super hostclub hikaru on the next one, but since I haven't bothered watch orthros yet since it hasn't finished (and it gets to go one more week because ryo caught h1n1), so somebody else shall take that place first. who shall it be? I shall try to get some inspiration later. I should do somebody totally funky, really. like whip out a ruiza (which I've been wanting to whip out for a long long time), or maybe a saga (which has been on the waiting list forever too), or...maybe I should suddenly whip out a narimiya or a mizushima or an oguri or or or...a female. jangjangjang.

enough about layouts. gosh. I seem to talk forever about layouts. I meant to type about something else but now I've forgotten what I wanted to say. too much about layouts. in any case, my boring life goes on as usual, work in the office, continue my snitching at home. trying to finish up the last 2 articles for dreamboys, and maybe start on something else that's supposed to be part of the queue. I'm getting very apprehensive about translating the kanjani articles that I meant to simply because I really require a kansai ben dictionary. I can guess some things, but some are just way out of range. also, as usual, I meant to join week 33 at myv_stillness but then I don't have time nor inspiration to do so, since I'm not in a graphics mood these days. and then I apparently owe people a shige fic update which I should move onto google docs so I can write it at work. *snort*

and I should stop writing here otherwise I swear I will write on and on until 6pm and you'll get this amazing shitload of words that nobody wants to read, as usual. oh well what the hell. oh CRAPPINESS I need to return coin locker babies tomorrow. already extended it once. WAILETH. in fact I need to return them all. perhaps sister and I should meet at national library instead. waileth. I wanted to fiinish reading it since it was so hard to get hold of it again. although I more or less remember the rest of the story now. insanity breeds insanity.

owari.